Hmmm, it's been almost 6months since I've posted here.
Let's say in this 6months , good and bad things happened, what's greater was I'm still strong and even stronger in Christ now!

Sgs reaped a harvest and we grew to 15 people today. And today, I'm serving still in the church, but God has been telling me, what you are doing in the church today, ministry work, attending lgs and etc, it doesn't mean you're HOLY, it all boils down to your heart.

why you do what you do?

All I say is I wanna serve God because I don't know when God is returning, or even this, I don't know when my life may end. God gave us grace and I wanna give gratitude for all that He's given and for His grace as well. Decide now to mature and grow and meet God in heaven! I don't deserve it but God gave it to me, so I shall thank Him for it.

FIREPROOF CAMP IN 3 DAYS IM EXCITED ~
I've spent a day to plan my challenge yesterday but still I haven't complete everything. I needa seek God and askk. I can't wait to spend time with my 5 cute sheeps tml (L) ^^vvv

WOW , its been like idk how long since i've posted here.
in this period, many things happened, many changes which were really unexpected. I really really want my old spiritual life back, not saying that its pretty cui now. I just feel that its lacking alot of things. Maybe it is suppose to be this way , because growth never ends.

to begin , i have to start from where someone very dear to me backslided from God. a very mysterious act, which really caused me to break down. she really made me crash , even caused my spiritual life. its like a scar in my spiritual life. at first , i thought it wasn't that pain , but slowly i realise, she made an extreme great impact on me by leaving. it was so tough to climb back up, very tough. but i think, God has prepared me for greater challenges that He has for me.

I really thank God for putting Rachel in my life, her encouragement and cheerfulness really held me on and her faith in me. I really thank God for her. since i've held it for such a long period of time, why not continue on? because what's up ahead is worth all these while.

Satan is tempting me with megative thoughts.
why do you serve God ? - because i love Him!
why do you choose to believe in God ? - because i experienced His love through others! He actually died for me this sinner because He love us.

i will make myself grow with the help of God! :)

Hello everyone once again.
Its been a long time eversince I posted at livej. I've been too active on facebook and tumblr that I actually neglected this.
Anyway, I've got pretty alright results for overall. 5 As. 5 Bs. And I'm having holidays WOHOO. Alot of things happened.
The girls group  achieved our goal of 7 people, and more.  And sgs guys are almost completed! Thank God.
/well now.
-I've become a shepherd of one.
-I've a wonderful day today @ training class.
-I learnt about personalities.
-I spent time with hihs girls.
I'm happy with who I am today but I want to continue moving on.
HAHA.
My parents just can't seem to accept Jesus and condemning His presence. I felt hurt and heavily dragged down physically spiritually. I became a thinker all of a sudden which I'm not. I thought of the words they had used to condemn. The more I think , the more I felt I've been pulled away from God which felt really really bad. But, after today, meeting with the unit members, and having loads of laughters. I claimed own self back and that felt good. I felt closer than usual. I felt great. And I really thank God that He planned today that I can actually have so much joy. Then I came to realise that, all this condemns and this thinkings are the work of Satan and who actually dragged me down so much! Thank God I was pulled back and got rid of the stupid satan, but I know satan will not give up in tempting me, but God is with me, who shall be against me ? So amen, God is good to bless me with good brothers and sisters! :)

Man, time just flies through me.
A second I was saying and talking about eoys'arrival, now I'm actually going through eoys. 3 papers down alr. 6 more to go. Far way more.
Anyway, these days were just studying studying studying. Sighed. Even N levels are down. I'm just so envious of them! I still have to wait for the 15th! I have 4 girls in my hands , just need to wait for 15th. 15th comeon' manz.
Congrats in Daryl becoming a leader. I'm gonna have a leader soon next year. Jiayou in guys Daryl! Will try my best to help you! Hope to have a sgs cg soon! Sgs is counting on you! GOD BLESS YOU. :D
God, bless this group of girls that they'll really come into your presence and know that You're the king! God I pray sgs would be completed. GOD BLESS ME. USE ME GUIDE ME. GROW SGS LORD, lead this future group to become the group that You've planned it to be. BLESS ME , and the pioneers Lord, in Jesus name' I commit us into Your hands, amen.

Having an urge to vomit is so so so not good feeling.
These days were busier, busier and busier.
EOYs are coming! Urgh!
I'm planning study dates but I'm just too pack this holidays. Had a study date today with Pearl, Joann and Ruijun. Having metamorphosis tml, yay! Although I came across many metamorphosis publicity, but I never been to one once. I bet its gonna be cool cool cool. Wohoooo. And I'm looking forward to the shepherds' retreat on thursday. ^^ HOHOHOHOHO. 2days1night, yay, what a blast. Then saturday will be service, sunday will be free for project work and here comes school again. Sigh, sian. /: tsktsk. Back to school, after 3 weeks, eoys is here! *screams!*
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God bless me with a heart to love people just like how You love me.

Blah, blah, blah.
I'm seriously tired.
A super week just flew past me.
I had common test on Monday. -Yeah, I screwed it. Damn.
I pon training, played lil' basketball, ate SUBWAY, caught Gi Joe, on Tuesday. -Gi Joe, when all else fails, they don't.
I ate Ashtons with Huixuan, Sarah and Chloe, had SUBWAY again for dinner. - Subway again.
I had training, went Hougang, home late. -rained.
I had a sweat pouring training, went for sports day with a tired me and tired legs, on Friday. -TIRED, slight sprained ankle.
I met cg at 2plus, had SUBWAY again for lunch, went for combined service, srg for dinner today. -SUBWAY AGAIN!
Amazing week ? 1 test, 1 movie, 2 trainings, 3 SUBWAY MEALS, 4 HOME AFTER 9.
Really really tired. Thank You God, for giving me strength, pulling me through this amazing week. Amen.
/God NEVER shortchange us.
/Having a child-like faith.
/Having lens of faith and acts of faith.
/Tearing down this wall.
/Starting this brand new week with God.
Thank You Lord.

Had great time the past days.
Tuesday and Thursday was inter house netball games.
After Thursday's inter house, met the guys to discuss some stuff.
Friday was Josiah Lim Chenyee's birthday. As a cg, we wrote a very big card for him. :D
Yesterday was Rachel Fong Feng Huang's birthday. We pranked her. :P
Today is Chua Yolee's birthday.
3 birthdays in a row ?
I pray that my sis will go for next week's combined service. I pray that my contacts will be able to attend even though its at 4pm. I pray that more converts in zh cg. I pray that God would USE ME, to disciple others, to make disciples, and as a tool for Him to use, a salt and light in the family and in school(?) God, use me, use me more, either one. God, use me. Amen.

HEY PEOPLE. I wanna affirm another person which is Jodelle, Pinhan. :D

PINHAN, Jodelle.
Hey Jod, I just wanna affirm you that, you've been a strong loving sister, just like the Mr.Strong you're holding on to.
Continue to grow more in God. No matter how many things had happened, or how cui your spiritual life may be, God still loves you and He will never forsake you. Just continue giving your best and God will do the rest. I'm sure God is here for you through your ups and downs, so as your cg members and your shepherd. Certain things you may desire ever since camp or just simply anything, if it hasn't come upon you, well, maybe it just needs time, continue to strengthen in God and grow spiritually and maturity. I'm sure some day people will be envious of you just like how you envy people now, I know you'll soon rise up to be a follow uper and a shepherd. Jiayou in everything you do and remember, God remembers nothing about your past.
And I'll be here for you when you need me . :) ^^V

Its 3.33am.
Its been a long long time ever since I have been awaken till this kinda timing.
My sis is back in singapore, I'm just glad. :)
I shared my spiritual life story to some guys. Then I realise.
It took me :
2 months to wake up from my dream and slide back to God.
4 months to be committed.
1 month to break down and nearly gave up.
And another 6 months to climb back to where I stand today with God.
Which total up to a whole year and more with God in this church.
I regretted not serving God hard when I was p6. Thank God I realise and came to my senses and continue serving so hard when I'm sec 1.
:B God has more for me in the near future. I need to work hard for more.
It is understandable to be playful in christ when I was p6, but I really think I'm damn stupid. LOL.
Today's retreat was awesome. :) Great time ktv with NEC + Cheehwee and Daryl.

I'm blessed to be in such a great family of God. And I wanna affirm Pearlyn here.

PEARLYN.
Hey luv, thanks for the affirmation, that really encouraged me alot alot. I also wanna affirm you that you're just a great sister in christ that always encourage me in every circumstance. I thank God for having you such a great sister. :D I'm very happy to see you coming back to service again! Continue coming for service yea? I will pray for you to come every week k! Though we're in the different cg, we still serve the same God, have the same faith and have the same spirit in our lives. I promise you that soon I'll rise to become a shepherd and be in usher ministry. :) Jiayou with your walk with God. And continue to be a blessing to others. :) (L)(L)
/Thank God for this sister. :D